December 18th, 2012

The Guy I'm Into

Well because this is a safe place to spill my guts, here it is.

So I like this guy, and he likes me. Both of us have acknowledged this. We have been talking for months, getting to know each other well. We hang out every so often, and talk over the phone sometimes, on the internet sparingly.

I don't mind talking on the phone with him. I HATE talking on the phone normally. And I didn't really text that fast before I met him. The phone, texting, online- however we communicate it is nice to stay in touch with him.

But I would still like him here, to be with, talk with, poke and look at. I like being around him.

It may be too early in our knowing-each-other to express all of this to him (I can't tell- I don't know how the process of dating works anymore!), and I don't want to scare him off. I am told that men can be like a deer- easily frightened, quick to flee when things become too much to handle.

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I'll write my feelings about this thing here. I don't know what to call what I'm feeling yet, just that it is okay to feel it, okay to enjoy time with him, and I gotta take it easy and remember to tread slowly.

Oh, and this is him.

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